Time for some reconsidering again lol

Sooo, I failed at almost all goals for October. I couldn't qualify for PPT London, lost big part of my roll, only coaching seems pretty successful until now. And the last goal was in personal plan and we'll see what will happen there =).
So after all this thrashing, I received this month, I think I'll go away from the poker tables for "we'll see how long" time. I'll definitely continue my work as a mentor. I'm taking it seriously for now and I hope it will be like that in the future =). I just need to give a break to my nerves, because sometimes I'm blowing out of my mind. However, I really liked one live tourney - Betfair Live! Vienna/2nd-5th Dec/. It's 100k gtd and only €250+€20 buy-in, so I can afford it. I just need to win some money for the travel expenses and I'll be jamming into. If I do, it would be great holiday, nicely fitting with friends' birthdays in the end of November and 6th and 8th Dec. Am I too optimistic ?